If you could see me now
would you recognize me?
Probably not.
I’ve evolved.
I’ve transcended the plains of beta-maleness
and I have become HIM.
Sometimes I wonder what you’re up to.
I hope you have matured a lot too.
I hope you were at least able to realize where you went wrong,
and were able to take accountability for your actions.
You were a cunt back then,
but hey i was also a cunt at 18.
Im still a cunt sometimes
though much more rare now
as I try not to be.
Emotional maturity does come with age after all,
so one can only assume
that you’re not a cunt anymore right?
I hope you are well honestly,
there is nothing left of you in my being anymore.
I learned a lot through that experience.
I learned to be more detached from my emotions.
When you run purely on emotion
you set yourself up for disaster.
I’m much more grounded now
as a result of the pain from back then.
I will NEVER get that low again.
I vowed to myself.
No matter how down bad I get...
I will never again let my emotions
dictate every decision and action I take in life.
I’ve grown.
I play around sometimes with the idea of us meeting in a quiet cafe somewhere
and catching up.
Looking back on the whole experience
and laughing it off.
Do you think about me still ?
