I have betrayed you time and time again.
I have done things you could not even fathom at your age.
I have made you sad many times
and I have made you cry a lot.
I have neglected you and ignored your voice.
I’ve done many things against your wishes.
I have put you in several uncomfortable situations.
I did some things that you never wanted me to do.
I have broken your innocent heart on more than one occasion,
and I have not respected you the way that I should.
and it kills me to admit that.
I want to heal you.
I want to get back in touch with you.
To do the things we always loved doing.
Exploring that endless curiosity
and lust for life that we used to have.
Not seeing days as chores,
but rather seeing them as
adventures.
Endless
possibilities
in each day.
A life not stagnant,
with creativity at maximum.
Our imagination focused on fun things.
Not anxiety or lack,
but rather happiness and abundance.
Cami, I’m sorry.
I will do better for you.
I promise.
