Not in the sense that i get easily offended,
But in the sense that I feel things extremely deeply.
I feel my feelings as profoundly as i feel the feelings of others as well. That unfortunately includes the pain of the world, which gives me anxiety.
As I get older and look back in hindsight
I realize i have always been this way.
Whether you want to reduce it to being a “pisces thing” or whatever, in reality i think it’s more of a personality thing.
I wonder why i am this way.
This explains why my emotions often rule me.
They’re often a rollercoaster, where i experience really joyful highs, and also really painful lows.
Its been mostly lows ever since…
But sometimes i try to remind myself that its not there, that the low isnt all that there is and that there are many many wondrous things to be gateful for, despite this positive self talk also not always feeling not very truthful…
Im very passionate, and too hard on myself all the time.
Combine those together and you get a bland mix.
A not very tasty mix.
I know that fixing my sleeping pattern will fix at least 80% of my mindset.
So i should probably get on that.
